Emphasis on After

sometimes a phrase will form in my mind, and i like the sound and flow of it, so i'll continue with more phrases, not sure of where they are going or meaning, but then seeing the end product and trying to make sense of it. lines 3 and 4 formed out of thin air, and i filled in the rest of it in the following few minutes. let me know what you think.
i guess it's sort of a song. maybe i'll whip up some chords for it lol.


Emphasis on After

I found relief inside your words,
But I could not reciprocate. You left.
Now what is left will compensate
To supplement loose ends
Left by your frayed affection.

So go and be gone.
Go and be gone.
Find your life where I am not.
Since I already have.
Go.

My love is cut and I will run away
To find the edges that you made leave.
And if I ever, ever find them
You’d better pray to God
You’re harder to find than them.

Relief, though relative, I find.
I emphasize the after,
Where you no longer are.

So go and be gone.
Go and be gone.
Find your life where I am not.
Since I already have.
Go.